Monthly Archives: June 2009

remodel

I am a changing space, constantly in flux, never quite done.  This past week my home has been in a bit of chaos.  I am simultaneously having my kitchen partially remodelled and having my dearest friends in Portland, a family of three, move into my home.  It’s one part experiment, one part dream, and a […]

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regret

is the unexpected guest in the loud Hawaiian shirt seated at your breakfast table   hard to ignore…   this is a metaphor! Someone once asked me who the guy in the Hawaiian shirt was…..     I typically don’t regret things in my life, preferring to see my choices as simply that, choices. No […]

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melancholy

I wish I could  feel what I say that I know but today I just don’t

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A Piscean Funk

stack of mail unopened to even good news and garden boxes ripe with weeds laundry begging to be folded  dishes pleading for their shelves if Luka licks them are they clean enough? I find comfort in those around me with exit plans shared a melancholy poem  with no promise of hope what I need is […]

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Burned

do not worry I will not call you out or hate you I will direct those thoughts inwardly I am the foolish one who continues to have faith I am the open door time and again and again and again it’s not that I never learn I know I really know but hope.. hope brands […]

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what love is

beyond explanation

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what love isn’t

worry expectation fear anger frustration shame denial pride control projection selfish

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On the flip side

funny how a few days can change everything….. losing sight of my contentment seeking equanimity  as my parents visit me

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a lighter path

I am feeling full these days, which is funny because I have been letting go of so much…  I having been shedding a host of “have-to’s” and miracle of miracles, I have room for so much more “good stuff.”  The best of which is connection and time with people I love.  Letting go can fill […]

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to be known

I was known completely and loved anyway…. I am still known completely …and still loved Sometimes I forget this, and sometimes in small and great moments, I am overwhelmed again. Just as a scent can bring a flood of memories and visceral connection to a specific time and place, I can be overcome with a […]

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