i can do this……

It is solstice…at last.  The days will finally be getting longer.  I love Portland so much, and finally feel as if I am making some connection and feelings of community, but the lack of sun is difficult to live with.  I am not sure why it is harder now.  Perhaps it has built up over the years.  I need the sun. As much as I try to lead a spiritually centered life, I am in a physical body and I really like the sun.  I really need it.  Everyday is a struggle to stay awake. My body is growing tired of the dark, but the thought of moving somewhere else is a bit daunting…where exactly would I go?

Until then, everyday is a practice of staying here.

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